Friday, April 8, 2011

Princess Murks walks among happy children

It is strange. Recently Princess Murks has noticed something strange. Princess Murks is passing by a women with a small kid in the carriage. The child has an extremely happy reaction - smiling at Princess Murks and even reaching out her hand. Next time Princess Murks is in a food-store. another mother with her kid. Again the kid has this reaction.. smiles and looks at Princess Murks with huge happy eyes. This makes Princess Murks feel nice, smile back and say "hej-hej!". And again, Princess Murks is walking up the stairs, hungry and not in a very good mood. There is a kid standing int he end of the stairs with her mother. The kid is reaching her hand and trying to grasp Princess Murks' hand - unfortunately she passed to fast.. but they are looking at each other and the kid is waving happily.. Of course Princess Murks waves back and smiles.
Eh. Are there only happy kids all around or is it Princess Murks that makes them happy? But she does nothing to achieve anything like that.. Always the kids take the initiative to smile and greet. Princess Murks can even be in a relatively bad mood, and not smile or make funny faces to the kids to make them smile at her. Hmm.
Strange. It is a spring of happy kids.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Princess Murks does not have a place

There is no place in the world where Princess Murks would like to stay. Going somewhere is like a force of nature. Going away. Oujee, it sounds so extremely deep now. Even a bit too insipid. But it is as the plain words are saying.
Someone may ask: 'Where do you want to live? Where do you want to settle? Where do you want to form your family?'
The only concrete answer Princess Murks can give is: 'Not here!!!'
Is it that the need for settle down comes with time? At least that is what old wise guys like to say. If it is true then Princess Murks somehow would like to use this time now. Would like to have this feeling to settle and stay. But it is more like.. 'Not here!' and maybe even 'Not there as well!' and the most difficult is.. 'I do not know where!' and also.. 'Why the hell I need to make this kind of decisions, let it just go as it goes BUT I do not want to stay here!'
Is there a place for the family of Princess Murks?